Lolita
Humbert Humbert's destructive obsession that he calls love with young Dolores Haze has been fascinating readers since it was first written by Vladimir Nabokov in 1955. The novel is certainly full of very uncomfortable, and sometimes cringe-worthy, issues. Does Humbert Humbert really love Lolita? Does a 12 year old girl even known what sexual love is? Where are the police? Is there any redeeming quality in this story whatsoever or is it just a sickening look into a disturbed mind?
I first read Lolita in college and when I got to the part with Humbert Humbert fantasizing about Lolita in her bathing suit, I threw the book into the wall. As a female myself, the book just plain creeped me out. There are erotic parts to this book, but they are deceptively written. While this book is sometimes categorized as a piece of erotic literature, I disagree. Erotic writing is meant to lure and entice. Lolita doesn't do that. It bumbles and it fumbles, much like Humbert Humbert, through the evolution and dissolution of a destructive relationship. By the end, the reader is often left feeling overwhelmed.
Also, once the reader understands that Humbert Humbert himself is quite insane, the book is truly funny. Nabokov is an excellent writer, and since English wasn't even his first language I am more than impressed by his writing. The book is full of puns, wordplay, and misleading diatribe. Even as one of the characters begs for his life at the end of the novel, the scene is humorous in its dark intensity.
I don't claim to completely understand Lolita. There are deeper parts of this novel that I think speak to some universal human truths, but since we see the world through the ruby-tinted lenses of Humbert Humbert, who can say how valid these points are. Reading Lolita might not be the most comfortable experience, but sometimes I've found the best novels force the reader to leave the comfortable and the secure behind. Only then it is possible to get lost in the wonderful, vivid writing of Nabokov. In the surreal world of Humbert Humbert, who has lost all sense of right and wrong, the fiery prose of Nabokov truly shines.







